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Syidah.
Been living for 20years.
Love the guitars.
Passion for music.
Full-time nurse.
Orange is the new black if u ask me.
Deeply in love with Zyrul Fernandez Shahryszal.
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
3:54:00 PM
Nothing much to talk about. Enough of talking bout my shitty ward. Certain ppl are great. Majority are not. Pfft!
Anw i miss going out wif friends. Like anyone? Yeah cuz my schedule is tight. And im tired most of the time. So then i tend not to go out. But i did went out wif Azah, Aini, Irma and Fara the other day. After my night shift. We went for breakfast. Miss them so much uh.
Seriously i haf nothing much to update.
Anybody can help me? Get me out of the ward. Thanx.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
9:33:00 PM
I cant explain how shitty my ward is. POLITICS spells everything.
I dunno y the fuck must there be any politics. In nursing? Cmon fucking colleagues of mine. We are dealing with people for god's sake. Why the fuck must there be gossiping of each other? And saying things which arent true. Why? Cuz u wanna be in the good books of the sister? Who is also bias? Huh? Or so u can get promoted fast? FUCK IT! You people are fucking selfish. Hope u read my fucking blog.
Why dont i say it to ur face? Hmm.. Let me see. Cuz i dont even get the chance to speak? HAH! Idiots. Fucking senior staffs always have their way. And they always have the sister by them. And damn sisters. I hate the ones who are in my side of the ward. She listens only to her fucking pets. Me? No way is she gonna let me speak.
I hate the ward.
People told me to be patient. My mom told me to be patient. I will be the patient soon if this continues. I've never suffered in any ward i ever went like this. Never. This ward, made me so down, i cant even smile nowadays. Even when im not at work. My mind is so worked up, im too tired to talk.
I heard a saying from one of them. The fat ugly attitude one. That u wont be a staff nurse if u never cry at work. WHAT THE FUCK?! What fucking theory is tat? So u must cry to be a staff? or even a good staff? NO FUCKING WAY OKAY! They are sick. All of them. Sick in the brains. I wanna transfer out a.s.a.p They have their own kind. They obviously do not need new people around.
And hear this. One of my Nurse Clinician said: "You were from 53c (medical ward), and i dont noe why u want to choose an orthopaedic ward"
She said that with a disgusted facial expression.
What is that you were trying to imply? That u dont want me to be there? Hmm.. Okay. Lets see how.
I dont even have the heart to stay, fucking sister!
When im done in this ward, i swear im going some whr else.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
10:28:00 AM
i'm like totally sick nw. shit ass. but thanx to the fucking system, i will get a no pay leave even if i take mc. Like chibye right? Nw i'm having a computer class. haha.. supposed to pay attention. i am paying attention, partially. LOL!
but tmw im on morning shift. and if i still feel feverish, im gonna die. HAHA! okay im exaggerating, but watever. I dunno but im still not accepted to the ward. Only certain people are okay. And i hate it. Like im an outsider.fucking hell.
i tink im gonna stop blogging nw.
cuz im tired. wanna sleep. hahaha.
hope im okay for this saturday. the nursing girls are going out. im gonna ask Zy Kudut to follow. cuz Shira said she's gonna ask her bf along too. =)
Friday, June 06, 2008
11:47:00 PM
Went out with the crazy people from my ward 2 days ago. We watched Sex and the City. HAHA!I love the dog.lol!(from left: Izaati, Me, Yuwen, Ruth, WeiTing)Anw tday i went out with the lovely Enrolled Nurses. After our Service Quality talk. Juz went Puncak at Far East Plaza. Cuz AJ wanted to eat there so much. So then we went walking towards Esplanade. We finally chilled out at Starbucks at the Fullerton bay thingy. Hahaha..(from left Fizah, Azi, AJ, Me, Linda)
P.S: Something is not right. And i hate that feeling.
(from left: Izaati, Me, Yuwen, Ruth, WeiTing)
Anw tday i went out with the lovely Enrolled Nurses. 
(from left Fizah, Azi, AJ, Me, Linda)